tonight

I would like to sleep tonight,
but there's darkness in my head.

It finds me when I'm lying there,
unsleeping in my bed.

It tells me I will never be,
at peace with who I am.

And tomorrow as I live the day,
I'll fake it once again.

RMH

I Dream of Possibilities

I dream of possibilities,
but there are none for me.

I find I'm always waiting,
for what will never be.

I try to draw a picture.
It's only pretty in my head.

And even these words written here,
are words I haven't said.

RMH